IhIHz. Turn it 180 degrees and you see my name.

2011-04-04T16:23:00.002+08:00

It's been sometimes since I've updated.
Lot's of things has happened
I have found the one.
Love ya darling.
=)

2009-01-28T22:54:00.002+08:00

Wooo...can't believe i'm blogging again. Lol...Let's see....

2day's a super shag n long day working in the Ehub which the EX TA too fak up to set up.....And my dearest Mr Yippie Tan treated me to a lunch....and like we all know all the lunch in the world is not free....so he heard tat i was leaving and tried to convince me to stay when i feel like quitting...But i still didn't talk about the root of all problems as it might make it worst.

In fact i remembered Ikeda Sensei's guidance Melvin had sent on 21st Jan.
"If we avoid difficulties, they end up entrenched as karma. If we challenge them head on, they transform into "Mission". Everything is determined by our determination!"

The above is gonna apply to my life from now on. And I'm having a new FaV quote.
"If you are not going all the way, why go at all?"

After work i walked home from Bedok again reflecting what i have done....then i had this random thought on how to prevent getting killed in a terrorism. IF u r ever held captive by a terrorist, it might be a good idea to lie tat u have a MALAY wife. They might let u go knowing you are 1 of dem. Haha...somebody test run this to see if this is one of the method to save ur life.

That's all for my crap. Ha...my hongbaos are pathetic.

2009-01-21T23:36:00.003+08:00

I had so much things to reflect on....tat's y i'm even bloggin at this point of time...

1) I haven been able to hit my new year resolution.
Solution: Try harder.

2) Quit my job but Principal wants me to stay
Solution: Consider about it.

3) Apologize 2 a gal for being so blunt and always lieing.
Solution: Make an effort to call 1 of these day and starts to be considerate about others feeling.

Hahaa....It's my 1st day of sch.(Again.) Learned the most cool thing which totally describe Counselling...It is like a lighthouse. You can illuminate the rocks around u but can't help it if the boats wants to crash into them

Had a ride from Alvin to Orchard and he's going to Cali....(can't believe it and it's near 10.45pm) I have to work harder to lose weight.

Took a bus 7 from there and realize Chi Nas can be romantic. Saw this Uncle cycling his gal from before Bugis, traffics really slow and caught up with my bus a few times,l all the way to near Geylang & lost sight of them.

WoooW....I'm really reflecting on how i had to treated a gal if i were to like her. Kinda regreted my decision. Just need to reflect and think about it seriously or mayb life just moves on.

Have a good nitez~

2009-01-13T13:04:00.002+08:00

Was listening to sometimes when we touch...describes me totally.

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

Currently living healthy, having blisters that are still bleeding but who cares? I'm still going for my blading every Sun. Join IN for a rollerblading road block at ECP 10am.

I'm keeping track of what i'm doing everyday from now onwards....and i muz try 2 fulfill the following new year resolution i had set.

1) Slim down 10kg to fit into my 32cm waist pants.
2) Wake up at 6.30am to jog and go to gym at least 2 times a week in order to pass IPPT.
3) Clear my 2 semester of studies with some As.
4) Be a responsible district leader and at least 1 Gohonzon conferment.
5) More mental energy for work, study, exercise and religion commitment all at the same time.
6) Gain wisdom to deal with work prospect when my contract ends in April.
7) Memorize 1 more piano song.
8) Volunteer more often to help the less fortunate.
9) Find a understanding GF like Ip Man's wife.
10) Try and fulfill all of the above.

Changing blog's template for the start of a new year~~~For a happier Gymy. YEH~

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2008-09-30T11:34:00.001+08:00

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2008-09-30T11:14:00.001+08:00

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2008-09-30T10:59:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time now....I gonna start getting active and live life to the fullest....so mani things to do and yet so little time....
Few things undergoing....
1)Going on a Diet....Pls don't destroy my plan....eating nothing after 7pm( No Dinner)
2)Got 2 start my assignments soon( In case anyone who didn't know i'm doing a 4 years Bachelor of Science in Counselling Programme leading to a Graduate Diploma in Counselling at unisim)
3)Study n study
4)Improve fitness level...im stuck at 2 pull ups.DAMN!
5)Wan 2 learn bike riding
6)Wan 2 learn baristan arts
7)Jog at 6.30am every morning( Struggling with this)
8)Find time for friends
9)Stop chatting on phone till late.
10)Having dilemma over becoming ICT Exec in sch.

2006-07-09T16:20:00.000+08:00

SD2006 concert....Soka believers n members of various sch combined 2 performed...n NUS presented themself with a graceful group of ladies....
The most happenin is the dance Ngee Ann poly presented....Damn rock~~~~~lol....still got various more but these r all i can remember...hahaha...2 b updated next weeks again..tata~~

Some pics after the SD2006 concert tata~~~winnie's damn cool on tat day....dance quite gracefully....1 of the few good gals tat i noe...n still like...

haha...opps...wrong side...

2006-07-09T16:09:00.000+08:00

HAHhaa....well....i'm back from my 3rd week of MP course....
Had map topo readin on fri...walk from mornin till evenin...quite shag...
Then next sat mornin got guard duty till 8.30am 2day(sun)...more shag......
Phew....hope i wun gana any guard duties 4 a while...

Havin a SOKA YMD_55_Campaign now....
Realli got 2 challenge n bring as much of my frenx down as possible....
4 info:It's a concert to gather as much guys in sg as possible come down have a look wat SOKA is doin...
Hope u guys can support mi especially those tat bastard mi the last time har...=x

HAHahha...tat's all folk....here's some words of wisdom:
An eye for an eye makes the world goes blind???!!!!!???

2006-07-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

I 4got 2 include the 2 breath takin views tat i took from the $370+ per nite room at lvl 40+ here they r....tata~~~

Well guys....hmmmm....i went backpackin to K.L....was quite fun...here's some updates..u might wan 2 view from bottom 2 top 4 a betta understandin....

My deepest impressions: I woke up late....n we were late 2 catch our 1st coach back 2 sg 2 b in time 4 my drivin 3a test n warm up lesson at 1pm....(due 2 the midnite movie @ megamall!!!Grrr!)

My frenx weiqiang told mi 2 suck thumb....den the onli last choice i thought of was 2 take cab back 2 j.b....But at the cost of 370ringgit....

weiqiang still told mi 2 sux thumb cos it's 2 expensive....n obviously the cab driver is suckin ur blood....but i noe if i miss this test...i got 2 retake my theory...which means waste time.

I kept chanting nam myo ho ren kyo in my heart....n all the way till my drivin test was over...

Around 8+-9am finally decided 2 take cab back to j.b....

Took near 4+h to reach j.b....n during the ride....i was in the need of usin a toilet urgently...but i endure on cos scare 2 b late...till realli cannot tahan juz nice the uncle ask....there's a place we can stop in front 2 rest 4 a while....i quickly replied yes....(isit mystical?i was still chanting) i need 2 go toilet....n pee 4 near 1 min....my bladder was about 2 burst den...

The ride goes on....my frenx bet with mi....u waste so much money....u betta pass ur test...all else i got 2 pay 4 the whole expenses spent.... =x!!! of course i rejected....but i was quite shaken myself...dun realli have the confidence cos failed my past 2 times..

Finally reached j.b....faster went 2 take cab back to ubi drivin centre...onli managed 2 reach there at 1.15pm...which means i had a bit of warm up...b4 the test...i was still shaken...not 2 4get i dun have any cash with mi...n wq help mi pay 1st..

THIS was the most expensive drivin test i take in my life....370 ringgit+ $14 cab fare + drivin warmup in circuit n loanin of car $151 + drivin test $12....hmmMM....damn i was about 2 spend $330 n i'm not even sure if i can pass my test....(still i keep chantin in my heart)

Time 4 drivin test....1st thing turn into circuit....tester sae:"HEY y u turn at the bend...!!!!"i was like o man....siao liao....haven start about 2 fail liao....-6 pts...(luckily not instant failure which i thought it was...phew)

Still i hope everything will b alright n i promise gohonzon if i get my drivin license i will promote soka 2 as much ppl as i can n personally drivin dem down 2 the various soka gakai we have...n kept chanting...

Interstingly...not much happenend after tat....everything went quite smoothly...even when going out 2 the main road which is the killer...every lane i cut.....every traffic light i pass when damn smoothly...too smooth till u cannot believe...

N guess wat....i was suppose 2 travel down Enous for my test route....tester sae....no need go down...turn back....(i alwaz failed my test b4 reachin my U-turn point n it's the same situation again) then juz turn left...a few turns here n there...n back...n b4 reachin i cut into my parkin box suddenly...

After car stopped...he left the car in a hurry...i haven even pull the brakes n went upstairs 2 give mi the debrief...i was like...man....i'm done again...

He sat there...i was like...damn....so mani ticks on the test sheets....den on the last page...he put a pass....lolololOLOLOL~~~...HUrray...~~~!!! then i look at the paper...those with ticks r dun have demerit points 1....n i got onli 13 demerits....lol....not 2 mention the 1st -6 i got 4 turnin at a bend.....

HHhahahahahaa....phew....damn un4getable experience....n the most expensive drivin test i will ever take in my life again....

Lesson learned: trust ur instints....n nv stop believing with urself....abit of luck n the mystical laws of gohonzon!!!

The lady who had been makin all my keychain souvenirs....

The largest indoor themepark in the WORLD~~~wee~~

The shoppin centre next to our new hotel...

Hhhhaha...the bathroom of a presidential suite...a tub n a shower at the extreme left of pic...

Well....for a room this exp....this is wat u expect from a presidential suite...

This is after movin hotel...cos concorde onli have room for 2 nitez...so 4 the last nite...we went 2 tower hotel??(4got name) n it cost 370+ ringgit 4 a nite....!!!!! EXP!!!!

The live band in hardrock cafe....not bad...

Havin a drink in hardrock cafe....1 jar tiger cost 70+ringgit...damn EXP!!!!

Megamall....not realli much....but caught the movie "The Fast & The Furious Tokoyo Drift" there....1 ticket onli 11 ringgit....damn cheap!!!!! N singapore haven shown tat movie yet~

Dinner at a coffeeshop near the night flea market....bought 2 bermudas n 1 belt...ahhah...spent $130 there onli...

Close up~~~

Juz some self admiration....

The Famous Twin Tower view from my hotel room....

The long lost A&W~~~~

1st Day Backpackin in K.L this pic taken at their monorail station...

Tat's wat a monorail train looks like from the outside...

N this is wat their monorail train looks like from inside...

Dunno wat hotel...but is damn nice...

Introducing our hotel The "CONCORDE"

Our view from the restaurant in Concorde

Our Room's 1st view...

Look at the spread....breakfast buffet @ concorde hotel

2006-07-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

Yoz guys....i'm alive again.....hehe....well...

Something 2 start with....Now i'm In the Provost...There r ppl who thought mp is mp n provost is provost....well...they r the same 4 the last time goodness sake....lol

2nd thing is i got my drivin license....uhhHH....

3rd thing is.....lookin 4ward 2 my own car....ANY CAR....

4thly a....Getting fitter n fitter everyday

5thly - Becomin more n more vain also

6thly - Time 2 get a steady GIRLFRIEND....someone who's kind, alwaz smile, easy 2 communicate, thoughtful, sweet, good 2 frenx n her family, dun smoke, can take sarcastic remarks, encourage mi when i'm down especially this moment n pretty will b a bonus...lol(i'm dreamin)

7thly - Make up decision whether should i further my studies or sign on or help my dad

8thly - Promote soka 2 as much ppl as i can...

9thly *Hope all my family members, my frenx n mi stay healthy*

N lastly....My grandmom landed in hospital n is in critical condition....when i call her she's onli able 2 nod her head....but it seems tat she cannot c where am i....damn sad when she cannot reply mi with the hokkien words like she used 2....

BUT den i will survive!!!....n keep on challengin myself 2 b strong n keep smiling n make everybody on cloud nine if i can...n also believe everything will b alright(though i had some doubt myself also....ha)

The greatest enemy is perhaps urself....so 1st thing is dun lose 2 urself...!

2006-03-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

Kavana - Will u wait 4 mi?
-----------
I Need To Talk With You Again    
Why Did You Go Away     
All Our Time Together     
Just Fells Like Yesterday     
I Never Thought I'd see A Single Day without You   
The Things We Take For Granted     
We Can Sometimes Lose      
And If I Promise Not To Feel This Pain     
Will I See You Again     
Will I See You Again     

(Chorus)
Cos Time Will Pass Me By      
May be I'll never learn To Smile    
But I Know I'll make it through    
If You Wait For Me      
And All the Tears I Cry     
No Matter How I Try     
They'll never bring you home To Me    
Won't You Wait For Me in Heaven    

Do You Remember How It Was    
When We Never Seemed To Care    
The Days Went By So Quickly    
Cos I Thought You'd Always Be There    
And It's Hard to Let You Go     
Though I know that I Must Try     
I Feel like I've been cheated     
Cos We Never Said Goodbye     
And If I Promise Not To Feel This Pain     
Will I See You Again     
Will I See You Again     

(Chorus)

Cos I Miss You So      
And I Need To Know     
Will You Wait For Me     

(Chorus)

Cos Time Will Pass Me By      
May be I'll never learn To Smile    
But I Know I'll make it through    
If You Wait For Me

Dediciated to the one...whom i realli loved...
Cos when u love a person....u got 2 let her/him go...
If they come back...then u noe she/he will b urs 4eva...
Take care 2 all my frenx who still visited this blog...i will b gone 4 a long long while...all the best 2 all...tata~~ =)

2006-02-23T18:02:00.000+08:00

Nothing discernable to the eye of the spirit is more brilliant or obscure than man;
nothing is more formidible, complex, mysterious, and infinite.

There is a prospect greater than the sea, and it is the sky;
there is a prospect greater than the sky, and it is the human soul.

Victor Hugo (1802 - 1885), Les Miserables

2006-02-23T01:21:00.000+08:00

Nobody can control how u feel,

but we do things according to how we feel, not how what we think we should do.

We all know it's very bad to do that, as it places us in a very vulnerable state always when it comes to the matter of the heart.

But if everyone were to use their head to decide to love, then what is love?

Isn't love what u feel in your heart and not be decided using your mind.

The heart and the mind are enemies.

They can never work together when it has something to do with the heart.

That's why people say, follow your heart and i believe so.

There is nothing definite in the world.

Things are flexible, it just depends on how you want to fight for it.

If you are persistent and believe you can achieve it, you will eventually achieve it.

There's no such thing as a definite no or a yes, it's up to you how you persuade your way through.

And I believe i will win.... =)

2006-02-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

By Extreme
"More Than Words"

Saying I love you,
Is not the words,
I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,
Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,
it would be to show me how you feel,

More than words,
is all you have to do,
to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,

What would you say,
if I took those words away,

Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you,

It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,
It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,

Now that I've tried to,
talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do,
is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,
and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,

More than words,
is all I ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,
if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,(no no)
Just by saying I love you.....

2006-01-26T01:47:00.000+08:00

Lol....wow...look @ the time now....it's 2am....song time...HAHahahz...this song totally describe my feelings man...HAHhaaz...but well...i lost this song the last time i formated...

And it's 2am now....actualli waitin 4 the time so can post this song...too bad it's not raining..

Only love
---------
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

[Chorus]

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye

=) btw....lol...to the tired gal...who's been runnin day n nite in my
mind...i'm lost...lol...in thoughts...life's been tough...but We
Challenge, we overcome, we win..haahaz

Though melvin's mom will not c this...but i felt so
paisei...borrowed her YCF disk so long...dunno how 2 convert to vcd
format...n haven return her yet....so paisei...o...mayb tml i can juz
drop by her house n slot it under her door...

keke...good nitez...all...i will try 2 update as frequetly as possible...

2006-01-26T01:30:00.000+08:00

Ooooo....something different about mi??

2006-01-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

Suddenly thought of this song in my mind....well....she's 1 gal tat i realli tried 2 4get n realli move on...but juz keep reflashin when familar places trigger...the thoughts...

Well...she may not b the most pretty....but definitely wins in other aspects....which is veri important 2 mi also...

Hahah...there's a saeing...time will tell....but heaven will knows it betta....lol

Only Heaven knows....
--------------------------
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.
And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus:
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.
My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine

But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

(Repeat Chorus except last line)

Bridge:
'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?
(Repeat Chorus)
Heaven knows... heaven knows.

Realli miss her.......ha....craps....save mi...b4 i fell too deep tat damn hole...=x

2006-01-02T12:09:00.000+08:00

Secrets Girls Have To Know About Guys

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.

5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump
to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favour, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate gays!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys âEUR(tm) weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. it’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.

53. When an un-likeable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"

59. Guys don't really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

2005-12-23T01:10:00.000+08:00

Hhahaha....yoz all....long time nv update liao.... Finally found a layout tat i realli like....so it's active blog time again...

hmmMMm....so much thing had happened so far....dunno start from where....lazy to upload all the photos also....but mayb i will update soon...or maybe not...lol....

2day have neck and lower back sprain...for a start....went back 4 TKD training now...a...having grading to become black tip on Jan 7th....hopefully can pass then it will b onli 1 more grade 2 black....muhahahah~~~but i dun think i have much to enjoy as a black belt...

Well...A new person...whom is not new...came in my life again....i guess it's fate...but seriously dunno wat will happen...mayb the nature will end it's course alreadi....HaaaA....the feeling for this person is realli good also....shall c....lol

Tat's all i gonna sae...good nitez all...tata~~~~

2005-11-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

Wooo...A whole new blog look....O well...spent mi 2 days 2 get it done....got 2 slowly revise all the codes...then edit here edit there....

Study the codes till tired le....tat explains y i doze off so easily...paisei paisei...

Got 2 learn how 2 use photoshop also...which i normally dun...

Hope u guys like it...any comments 4 improvement tag mi...

Will update for my 21st Bday soon...thanx everybody who came down...

Or sent mi bday greetings sms...

And gave mi testi in my friendster...

Thanx u so much...

End here le...got 2 go bathe...

My jianfei project failed le...4got 2 mention...HaiZZz...

Tml start again i think...TAtatat~~~

2005-10-25T02:30:00.000+08:00

Such a busy week...or in fact trying 2 keep myself busy veri single moment so i wun even have time 2 think about her...hopfully..but ain't 2 be workin...HAIzzz...

My almost everyday schedule:
-10am wake up prepare
-Reached sch gym around 1pm
-Workout till 2-3+pm
-Go lab do FYP till 5-6+pm
-Eat dinner
-Take a nap if went home
-If not means some stuffs to do or have places to go
-Go online
-Plan my bday things...while..
-Msning with frenx den
-Sms her
-Sleep

O well...hopefully will slim down more b4 my bday....went weighted myself again...It's 79.5kg...ok lah...slim down abit again...quite stunned

Cos yst went to Frenx's bday...ate quite some stuffs...thought grew till 81+kg...but heng no...lol

Got 2 wake up early tml...time 2 sleep soon...

Lookin 4ward to my bday...my guest list adds up to 70+ ppl.....

Expecting 40-50+ppl who will actualli realli turn up...

Hope the chalet can fit all...

Ordering catering for 50person...

Food will be halal...and it's from Four Seasons...heard they serve nice food..

Those who interested and noe mi and have been readin my blog gif mi a call...

Sorrie for missin ya out...but u will b the most welcome to my bday...

It's on 1st Nov...Tues...Deepavali...not much indian frenx..so actualli quite a good day...

Time i think will settle with 5pm start till 7.30pm cut cake...and i'm serious...

Place is @ East Coast Park Costa Sands...Actual block to b confirmed...

The chalet will be 1st Nov - 3rd Nov...so if ya wanna stay overnite juz let mi noe...

Anything inform mi again...g2g...take care all and good nitez...Miss ya all...

To angela:
All the best...Good nitez and dun sleep too late...study important...sleep more important..HAHaz..

To winnie & fuyuan:
Thanx in advance 4 makin effort 2 come down while ur exams r nearing also...IF i nv c u all...den i will k u all when the time comes...lol...study hard 4 ur exams also...lol..

To bros:
Dunno if can c all or not...hopefully most of u can come ok...take care man...TAtat!!!

Nitez nitez~~~~!!!

2005-10-20T14:52:00.000+08:00

HAiZzz...grow fat liao...went 2 gym on tues and 2day...from 78.6kg den tues weight was 79.6kg...now is 80.8kg...lol..but after workout went back to 79.7kg...

Either i gained some muscles which is heavier than fats(see a bit of abs shape forming liao but still fat den my arm like still the same..nothin is happenin...think train wrong le)...Or...

Maybe cos i thought i thin le...no need 2 maintain diet...ate too much...lol...been eatin alot of food with carbo...$3 prawn noddles, nasi lemak...fried noddles & bee hoon..e.t.c...lol

Realli bad idea...cos weight gain realli fast with all these high carbos stuffs...lesson learnt liao...eatin my fruits 4 lunch and dinner instead le...juz onli gonna eat a good heavy breakfast...

HmMmm...been busy with FYP...got 2 go back sch almost everyday...juz got results...which is not realli ideal...sianzz...the good thing is...finally graduate le...

My grades:

NEGOTIATION SKILLS - C
COMPUTER & NETWORK SECURITY - C+
OPERATING SYSTEMS - C+
NETWORK MANAGEMENT - D
FINAL YEAR PROJECT - D
WIRELESS NETWORKING - D+
EMBEDDED SYSTEMS - D+

Got "C"ats and "D"ogs as usual....HaiZZz...i like animals but den...lol...Kind of demoralising mayb it's betta 4 mi 2 sign on sia...with this kind of grades wat can i do...

hmMMmm..Or at the most try to start business or get into porn industry...lol...(juz jokin)beat mi 2 death or unless give mi $10k/month contract den i will consider...lol

O well...My com is falling sick also...in fact 2 computer tat i have at home...one cannot go into msn...the other cannot boot up at all...gonna go down sim lim find tat person liao...use less than 1 year liddat le...

The one cannot use msn think i gonna reformat the whole com real soon...or else sianz tiao...Cos cannot c the person i miss & like tru webcam...den cannot c the funnie emotions tat she is using...

Been rather confused with the LIKE and LOVE thing...When u like the person...do u love dem also...

Or Like is juz a start of everything den u slowly get to love dem...

Or there are different lvls of liking a person...mayb like:
Lvl 1 - A bit Like
Lvl 2 - Quite Like
Lvl 3 - Like
Lvl 4 - Realli Like
Lvl 5 - Realli realli Like

Lol...Or maybe u can like alot of ppl but u dun have 2 love them...It's onli juz like...think so much 4 wat...But seriously...I still believe in lettin the nature run it's course & time will tell...

Mayb should post in OGK ask for comments...lol...it sux 2 b a deep thinker...

Now i'm @ sch...mayb going home soon...after gym kinda tired...happen 2 listen 2 the song "superstar" HAhaha...remind mi of angela..

HAizz...now i'm alone man...FYP partner and my supervisor not coming...so time 4 mi 2 go home and koon...weather so good...

To angela:
Take care and dun overstudy...rest when needed...and sleep earlier...liddat u gonna fall sick liao...drink more water..TAta!!

Take care all...end here le...TAtAT!!Also Ken's bday was quite enjoyable...TAta!! =)

2005-10-16T02:10:00.000+08:00

Same old phototaking style...

2005-10-16T02:09:00.000+08:00

Huh???

2005-10-16T02:08:00.000+08:00

Looks like a fake smile...HmmMmm...

2005-10-16T02:07:00.000+08:00

Haizzz...noticed got 2 start diet again...cos all the fat seems to get to my face..booo..

2005-10-16T02:04:00.000+08:00

Right side view...

2005-10-16T02:03:00.000+08:00

Something got into my eyes...(like real...lol)

2005-10-16T02:01:00.000+08:00

Suddenly thought of a photo tat angela acted cute and copied her...PLS forgive mi...lol

2005-10-16T02:00:00.000+08:00

Grow fat le...HAiZzz...

2005-10-16T01:57:00.000+08:00

Took this outside FYP lab...@ T10

2005-10-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

Ha...worst...

2005-10-11T19:27:00.000+08:00

Hehhee...so happi...2day started jian fei ji hua DAY 1...morning went to NSC...i was late and ran all the way there...reached in time...phew...when it was my turn tat doc asked y i sweating till liddat...and who wun went u ran from novena mrt to NSC...lol

Now they gave mi some stronger medicine 2 apply every nite to improve the healing of acne scaring...hope it works...

After tat had 2 breadtalk bread 4 breakfast..took my medicine and went to sp gym...did some arm building workout...then saw a weighting machine..and den when i weight...HHaha...i'm 78.6kg lalala....jian fei success..was 80kg b4..and 85kg way way b4...quite some improvement..=)

Target 75kg....b4 i'm free of jian fei ji hua...or else gonna maintain my diet...but eat well for the upcoming special occasion...and den jogged for 1km...and i'm out of breath...stamina dropped so much...den did some more arm building & abs training then went to bathe..

Spent around 1 and 1/2h @ gym till 2pm den went to do FYP till 6.30pm...had dinner @ 5+pm....no carbs after 6pm...and didn't ate my lunch...

Now back @ home...the whole day been thinkin about tat gal...and lookin 4ward 2 nite time...every day...although i alwaz doze off lah...but i'm realli paisei...sae wanna call in the end "Slept" mentally tired i guess...

To Angela:
Ur final semester is ending...jiayou bah...kambatte!!! I noe u can do it de...misi misi pie onli...but dun b complacent...WahAHhahH!!! But can c ur hardwork also..which is good...may luck b with u...wateva u studied will come out...which is like 1/100%...but still hopefully it will work out... =)

To Tom:
Sorrie har...cannot b much help 4 u wheneva u need...chill out again keke...

To Mel & Ken:
Got gf 4get bro liao...lol...liddat lo...keke...but understandable...happi can le...chill out some time...ken...lookin 4ward 4 ur bday...till den...take care u need help call mi...

To Yishen:
Sorrie...but 4 mi...i can take care most of my things...i noe u care 4 mi...but i'm realli ok...wat i worry cannot b compared with ur worries...so u take care of urself ok...ur care and concern i realli appreciated...if 1 day i realli cannot take it...the 1st person i will approach is u ok... =) BUT tat day will not come so soon i guess...hehe...

To poly frenx:
Exams is over le...was it easy??? Na....But hope everyone will pass with flying color...and u noe u did ur best liao...which is most important...4 those last semester de...hope everybody can pass 2geter...and get the poly days to end finally..take care and enjoy the holidays~~~

To sec frenx:
Hope 2 c u all on ken's bday...take care~~~

Ok...tat's all folks...end here le...drink more water...TAta!

2005-10-08T20:09:00.000+08:00

I miss You

------------
Have u ever missed someone

and felt

terrible

because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the

same time, sweet feeling.

U will be sitting around wondering if u

meant anything to him/her.

Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings

hoping that it's

him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that

he/she will

surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but

thinking of

her/him

missing the final episode of your

favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last

time u went

out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit

under the stars

again, talking about everything, your

dreams,

plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see

him/her

online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online

and did not

return your page, u will start worrying if

he/she is

okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i

guess.

It exposes u to loneliness.

It teaches u how to cope with being

lonely and let u

know that there is actually a feeling

known as

emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.

U know that u really care and u indulge

in the

feeling of loving/caring for him/her.

But missing someone and not knowing if

he/she is

feeling the same is terrible.

U feel as if u are being left alone.

So if u miss someone, tell him/her and

let them

know.

At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone

become

jealousy or paranoid.

If u are the one being missed and u know

it, let the

other party know.

If u miss him/her too, tell them too.... =)

2005-10-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

Arrgh...having a god damn headache since afternoon...wtf...when lie down on bed can hear my heart beating and blood rushin into in the head...hope it's not dengue fever cos my bro juz tio onli...

Damn Damn...gonna rest liao....head still spinning and feels like my big head is squeezed by something in the back...

Wat i ate....
Damn alot...
*Morning 1 big bun b4 going driving lesson...
*$2.50 kway chap tat mom bought....for lunch
*Fishsoup noodles for dinner
*After dinner had 2 slice of bread with fried eggs and cheese
*Then 2 more slice with peanut butter and cheese

Siao liao...eatin so much...why why why....Hopefully can start my jian fei ji hua soon again...head is hurting...good nitez all and sweet dreams...Snore...

2005-10-04T16:13:00.000+08:00

FYP SUZ., FYP SUX...lol...other ppl holidays liao gonna go back 2 sch..HAiZzz..sob sob...go n study the commands until eyes cock eye liao...den get tired veri easily....

Dozed off suddenly even though the whole day nv do much...except 4 study the codes...and the durations not veri long also...onli like 4h staring @ computer figuring out how 2 solve or add things to the current project...*HEADACHE*

What i had ate past few days..hMmm...nv control diet liao...ate too much...due 2 stress i think..growing fatter le... =x

Yst...
*Morning had 3 half-boiled egg with 2 wheatmeal bread...
*2 more slice of wheatmeal bread with cheese & peanut butter b4 going 2 sch
*Dinner had Minced meat noddle...
*2 cup of jellies
*Honeydew milk and tropical fruits drink(something like fruit punch)
ATE damn lots...haizz...

2day...
*Diarrhea cos the Honeydew milk and tropical fruits drink drank 2geter(Call mi 2pig)
*Morning ate 4 bread with potato fillings
*Afternoon ate honey chicken cutlet with rice
*Nite...not planing 2 eat...cos eat too much le...

Got 2 exercise soon...cos fats showing out from side of stomach...siao liao siao liao...face getting more n more chubby...snored...DUN WAN 2 LOOK LIKE THE PAST!!!

Been listening to the song "RANG WO AI NI" by Zai Zai & Da S everyday...ever since i told Angela about the song...dunnoe y...juz like tat duet...veri interesting lyrics and nice song...do check it out... =)

Feeling tired again...in sch...since 12pm...and now is alreadi 4.45pm...lookin and crackin head on C# programing...so damn chim...hopefully 2day will not doze off like i did yst...*apologize*

Tml got driving again....gonna go in circuit...hahah...every lesson is $50.40...Haizz...1 week onli get $60 pocket money...if dad nv give mi extra $200 every month dunno wat i will eat...lol..although can alwaz jian fei...haha..not a bad idea 2 save money actualli...

Sleepy sleepy...yawning all the way...no mood 2 do liao...been sitting here for 4h....buttock also hot liao...lol

End here le...Miss ya bros & angela...TAtat!!!*sick le*

2005-10-01T22:01:00.000+08:00

2day is a tired day...wanted to sleep more...but den weiqiang asked mi wanna go out...so went out loh...lol...last min...didn't get 2 tell alot of ppl b4 going out...paisei!!!

Went slack @ Suntec city...my 2nd home since sec sch life liao...every week at least go there 1 time...lol...did the usuals routine...went arcade, go window shopping den caught a movie:"The four brothers"

Ratings:3 out of 5 stars...and y?
*Good enough as it nv makes u wanna sleep
*Kind of crappy
*Gangster and stuffs
*Wonder wat the cops r doing...o well

At carrefour...hahhaa..tat weiqiang was tryin 2 figure out how 2 use tat shoes spray...tat looked like a pump...den i told him how...he go and try and...Pisss...

The spray was facing mi sia...shirt and face tio...and damn SMELLY 4 the whole day...Veri strong smell...like thoese indian perfume...snored...

And so after movie went home le...ended at 9.00pm and walked home from suntec city...

Everytime i walk the path...it make mi feel different

Felt free...although it's lonely...and the breeze is realli cool...

Sang my way home...no matter how loud i sing also nobody will chap

Around the end of nicole highway about to cross the road...saw the most interesting thing..

Was listening 2 the song "Ji Mo Bian Jie" by Zhang Dong Liang and saw

A couple...on a bike...with big and small bag of stuffs hanging & riden towards Nicole highway bridge

Not interesting???

What if they are one good old couple...
Real old...Wrinkled, thin...on the bike

When i saw the grandauntie sitting in front while the granduncle cycled themselves with some load home...
2 things come to my mind...
-They are so loving...
-How fortunate i am...

Some tears dropped after i saw dem...until the song i was listening 2 has ended den i'm back 2 normal...with tears of happinese i believe...

The oldies nv gave up each other...

Tat granduncle looked fragile but still cycled on no matter how far it is...

Mayb they r poor or wat...cannot afford 2 take bus home...and realise how fortunate we are...

But tat granduncle nv gave up...

No matter how long the distance is, how tired or how poor their life had been...

He will go on, continue loving and believing...

Till the end of time...

Haizz damn...it sux being a deep thinker...think so much 4 wat...haizz...

To Angela:
Penny 4 ur thoughts....lol...or mayb 10k 4 ur thoughts...realise how fortunate we r?lol...
So dun give up or urself and love...
Smilz more...u look pretty whenever u smile...makes others wan 2 smile also.. =)

Hopfully after hearing my thoughts...those who have read also realise how fortunate they actualli r...gonna go take a shower liao...Good nitez all...!!!

2005-09-29T21:52:00.000+08:00

Growing fat le...sob sob...stomach comin out...HaIzzz...after exams start my workout again...

So much things 2 do after exams...

Yst 1st day into driving circuit....lol...onli 1 word 2 describe "Shack" legs went numb after 1 & 1/2h of driving...cos truout the whole circuit onli using gear 1 or 2...and gear 1 is the killin part...not bad...think my skill improved quite alot...and my car si zhe onli 1 time @ the slope part...

Hehhe...to Angela:

Sorrie nv pick up ur call...i knock out le...was a long day 4 mi...if u call mi and i am awake, the 1st thing i will do is pickup no matter how tired i am....lol~~~den 2nd thing i will do is scold u cos...got test still dun wan 2 sleep....later no jing shen....and 3rd thing is c if u wan 2 hang up...lol!!!If not i will...*rolleyes* Seriously i miss ya & the sweet voice~~~C if i can call ya 2nite =)

HmMMM...4 my diet...a...ok wat i ate yst was....to b honest:
1 curry puff, peppermint milk tea(Dunnoe y i like peppermint so much when other ppl hate it)...and dinner is Fattening...cos it's KFC zinger MEAL...have cravings for cheese fries~~~!!! Fat le fat le....but i think it's ok 2 eat fast food once in a while...so =) ....

Then 2day wat i ate was worst:
1 big bun, 2 piece of carrot cake and 1 of it with cheese slice, the other add peanut butter and cheese slice...lol...anyhow put...the carrot cake quite plain mah so went to search something to add flavour...hahah...(cannot live without cheese)Then dinner is FRIED RICE....Damn it...and i ate all...dunno y...too stress i think...lol...

My abs will not b coming....cos noticed stomach grow bigger...lol...used to do crutches & push up every nite b4 i sleep...now exams slack liao...face gettin fatter also...hahhaa...stamia lost liao also...ever since after YCF not much exercise...sob sob!

Tml will b the last paper....time 2 study seriously now...mayb burn midnite oil...but firstly going get a bathe 1st...lol...yst until now haven bathe yet...(opps!!!)

Hahahah...take care all...and best of luck 4 my frenx 4 their last paper tml...and 4 those tat it's over...have fun & enjoy ur holidays~~~a....for those who's exam is coming..."Study hard, play hard"...

2005-09-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

2day is the worst day eva....did badly 4 my network management paper....sob sob...wat i studied nv come out...hopefully still can pass...=x

Haizzz...so sianz....diet failed le...been eatin alot due 2 stress i think...lol...from 2day onwards will post wat i have ate to control diet...or wat i had done...

2day wat i ate...hmmMmm...1 slice of cake around 4pm & vegetables rice tat mom bought and ate at 5.30pm 4 dinner till now(no carb intake after 6pm)...no breakfast and lunch...cos bz studyin till 4got nv eat yet...

Still feeling full cos have been drinkin water & milk to feel full...hahah...water bloated instead...

Hope all these will help tom 2 take note wat he is eating also...cos he fa fu le...lol

Been sneezing alot, while studying in the library, during exams....while on my way home....wondering who is tokin behind my back or missing mi....LOL...no need 2 guess liao...confirm is ANGELA WONG....or mayb i realli sick...hahahhaz...crap

Veri veri sianz...cos 2day wat i studied nv came out...and wat came out is wat i least expected...from CHAPTER 1....WTF...!!!o well...juz gonna study harder and cleverer 4 the next paper on fri which is the last also...

O well...my friendster realli cannot post bullentin...dunnoe y also...had e-mailed friendster hope they help mi settle it asap...hehe...

Tat's all folks....take care all...drink more water cos weather realli bad n i getting sick also...Haha...TAtat!!! =)

2005-09-20T18:53:00.000+08:00

For angela...how true it is...u noe it urself...bcos 4 mine is 99% true...

SCORPIO WOMAN (24 Oct - 22 Nov)
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A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.

If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.

Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.

She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.

If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.
She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody".

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

Take carez * miss ya~!!!

To my bros...Hey all...Pls do take good care of urselves...u guys r not 4gotten...also...chill out sometimes...drink more water...tata!!!

2005-09-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

Fat liao fat liao...

2005-09-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

LAlalla...

2005-09-18T21:09:00.001+08:00

Right side view...dun sae dun have...

2005-09-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

HAizz...

2005-09-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

Wat 2 sae...zi lian loh...

2005-09-18T21:07:00.000+08:00

One of my fav...taken @ aranda country club on the last day.

2005-09-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

Dun sae i nv take right side view photo le...

2005-09-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

A hemzz..

2005-09-18T19:19:00.000+08:00

Hey all...haven been updating 4 a while...been lazy...getting fatter and fatter also...sianzz...

Shall start from 9/9/2005
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4 days 3 nite stay @ aranda....

Skipped lessons to help out with melvin's 21st surprise party....No pics yet...gonna wait 4 others 2 send mi...been a veri damn busy and tired day...but i like organising things...and looking after every stuffs make sure things go well...

Busy day for the other bros like tom & yishen...o well...wat 2 do...alot of things last min work...so lang lang...from driving to seng seong to buy equipment & food to cleaning up the area @ nite...

Special thanx to IAN for helpin mi out...starting fire & everything...without u mayb i had alreadi been in trouble...thanx man!!!

Too much left over food...lesson learned...dun order too much food....if got 80 ppl den order 70 ppl serving..and not scare of guest have nothin 2 eat den order less...melvin is lucky sia...nv drink much...onli drink some mixed drink...

10/9/2005
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Sleeping day & celebrated tom's bday @ midnite...poor tom...dun wan 2 sae liao...lol...hope ya have the most unforgetable 21st bday... =)

11/9/2005
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Celebrated tom's bday...tata...

Thanx ahgui for bbqing non stop....i a bit slack on tat day...barely make it...thanx...! =)

Deepest impression on the day
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1)Otah spoil liao...lol...den we bbq for guest to eat....lol...

2)Small boi keep bugging us to cook more food especially satay for him 2 eat...

3)Buai song tat small boi wanna tell him wanna eat cook urself...

4)Nv do it cos he's still small and gave tom face...hope he grow up soon...

5)Singapore kids are now kiasu also...cannot wait

6)Jian fei project failed liao...cos eating alot these few days... =(

Lazy to update liao...

To Angela...
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Dilemma tat day ever since
Thinkin if ya the one 4 mi.

Realli dun wanna fall so deep
Pulled back into reality i did.

Dunno y ya still in my dreams
Almost everyday i sleep.

Love once hurt ya the most cruel way
I believe i can pull u up again.

One more chance is all u need
To give tat person who fell so deep.

The one who miss ya everyday
Till he would probably do nothing.

Magic is what he believed
If tat's was what u believed.

The time will tell everything,
The course will light up naturally.

Even if there's no chemistry
Very good frenx we will be...

*Copyright - IhIHz*

Hhaaha...spent so much time tryin 2 make it rhyme...kan dong mah...lol...miss ya... =)

2005-09-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

Wawa...so mani ppl's bday this month...

So...

Happy 21st birthday Melvin!!!

Wawa...next phrase of life le....like the sayings: "Life passes by in an instant. In the twinkling of an eye, grow old liao"...take care bro...hope ya enjoy ya biggest day ever!!!

2005-09-07T10:55:00.000+08:00

The one at bottom right is fuyuan...anytime u need someone to tok to..He's the man~~~lol...been nice noeing him..

2005-09-07T10:34:00.000+08:00

Woman's power~~~lol

2005-09-07T09:39:00.000+08:00

Firstly got 2 sae...

"Happy 20th Birthday Joycelyn~~~"

Big gal le...grow up le har...b stronger from now on...dun let ur tears drop so easily...and be more responsible for watever u r doing...Till den have fun and enjoy ur Big day...TAtA!!!

Fuyuan, a frenx tat participated in NDP 2004 with mi shared something encouraging...and i also wan 2 share with all of my bros, frenx and Angela...

Certainly there will be times when you wish you had more spending money, more time to sleep and more time for fun and recreation. You may feel restricted now, but you should consider your current situation as the perfect set of circumstances for your growth.

Within the restrictions that define your present existence, the only thing to do is to discipline yourself and head in the direction of growth and self-improvement. In the process of exerting yourself in such endeavors, you will without a doubt build and strengthen your character.

To Angela:
Life is a process of ongoing challenge. Those who lead lives of boundless challenge realize boundless growth. In a time of tumultous change, what people need most is vitality to challenge their circumstances and the wisdom to open the treasure house of knowledge, to ceaselessly strive to create new value.

It may be difficult indeed not to look back. The deep scars within your heart may not heal quickly. Yet brace yourself so you can look forward. You have to advance, even a step.

You should strive to move on, cutting through the clouds in your heart. As long as you advance, new hope will be born. The sun will rise. Only when you continue to advance can you encounter an even better, more wonderful you. A new life will unfold for you.

Chatting with you have been pretty nice...lol...going driving lessons later...miss ya~~! =x

To Tom:
This is the first thing you must do. Resolve to be the sun. As long as you are the sun, no matter what problems you may be facing now, the dawn will always break, fine weather will always return, and spring will never fail to arrive.

With these...take care all my broz, frenx...drink more water and take care...c yaz around~!!

2005-09-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

When a guy loves a gal..
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The guy who love you , if he can't
always see you,
he will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you,
because he knew, if he did,
he will keep on missing you
until he could do nothing.

The guy who love you,
can't tell you the
reason why he love you.
He only knew that,
in his eyes, you are the only one

The guy who love you, seldom praise you ,
but in his heart, you are the best,
only he know it.

The guy who love you, will scold or complain
if you din't reply his message but others,
because he cares.

The guy who love you, Only drop his tears infront of you,
when you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart ,
the heart which beat for you.

The guy who love you ,will remember every word u said,
even its accidentally. and he will use
the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who love you,will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the promise,
they want you to believe him
and they want to give you the happiest
and safest life ever after.

The guy who love you, always tell you not to think too much,
because they already plan it for you,
he want to give u the best life in thefuture,
he want to give you a suprise,
belive him that he can do it.

The guy who love you,will go to airport to fetch you,
he won't carry a bunch a rose and call
you darling like what you expect.
But he will carry your luggage and ask you:
"Why are you becoming that thin within two days?"
with his sincere heart.

The boy who love you, will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you finished,
he will said, you still got class tomorrow,
sleep earlier with smile.

The boy who love you, don't know that
whether he should call you when you are angry,
but he will sent a message to you after
few hours, if you ask him why he call that late,
he will said, when you are angry,
my explanation are all rubbish.
But when you calm down,
my explanation will only really works.

The boy who love you,
always call you little kid,
but everytime he want to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who love you,
don't like little toy like teddy bear,
but he will always put the
bear you gift him at his bed.

The guy who love you, while quarelling,
he will apologize uncontrollably,althought you are the one who's wrong,
and later, he will sent a message to you
with " Baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself"

The guy who love you,while really miss you,
he will want to buy a bunch of rose and
wait you stupidly under your apartment.
But he never knows, what he bought is daisy,
but doesn't matter, because in his heart,
that's roses...

2005-08-31T11:34:00.000+08:00

To Angela:
I'm havin Dilemma...as u noe wounds take time 2 heal...recently joycelyn asked mi a veri good question and it keep makin mi think...she asked:"Do u think u r onli findin somebody 2 replace the emptiness in ur heart or is she somebody whom u realli love..."It's been in my mind for like 1-2 weeks le...

I am also searchin 4 the answer myself...i wan 2 see wat will happen if u r lost in my life...wanna start adaptin now...i believed u said b4...but i'm alwaz juz pretendin it will all work out in the end...but it will not...now i'm adjustin the mood a bit..Pls pardon mi...i got reply all ur msn msg...mayb onli u nv see...joy said tat u will understand if something like this happens...i wanna stop saein all those things tat will make u end up with a reply of ........ .

U got 2 take care over there....till den...i will keep myself realli veri veri damn busy to escape reality(i am anywaz)...so do find mi 2 chat when u think there's nobody 2 tok 2....i will alwaz give u my listening ear and veri good advices...lol...

2005-08-26T01:57:00.000+08:00

Having done the last thing i promised "Her" i will do...it's time 2 pull myself out of da hole... Time 2 face reality...getting disencouragement from alot of ppl...even if wan 2 continue but opinions from frenx and bros realli make mi thinks it's time 2 stop...

Even though the saeings Happiness is something we have 2 fight 4...but it's a lose battle right from the start...so no point...better 2 b frenx as i c other guys who r better den mi...4 her...

When i call...shaman king & supper is more important....dun wanna disturb her also...like i sae...wrong timing & shit happens...so done everything i promised i will do....

Said the most evil things to someone i liked in my life when she asked mi 2 call back later....told her she's wasting my money sia...in a jokin manner...even though it doesn't realli matters i purposely said it out so tat she can juz tell mi straight if waste money den next time dun call mi loh...which she didn't...HAizz...

Dunnoe y i am doing this...the rest of the call card mayb givin tom 2 call...bcos she's not givin mi the impression she wanna tok 2 mi...let her hear tom's laughter better...rather den my deboosting talks...and i believe this will make her more happi...

Been tryin 2 stop contactin her 4 a while...but when she msned mi...my heart skipped a beat...den tryin veri hard not 2 reply, playin around the net...den end up still cycled back 2 her msn chatbox... and in the end juz replied simple words and hope the conversation end soon...

But it onli make her think tat i am in bad mood...truly i was...quite stress by so much things...but still actin high moraled as usual...replied...and chatted onto things tat make her angry...i 4got tat she dunno mi well...i purposely sae it 2 c her reaction....she lost her cool...but it's still pretty funnie...dunno y i do this...lol!!!She said it's not funnie but...LOL!!!!

Maybe makin mi c the bad image of "her" will realli make my thinkings clearer? Dunno...but tat's wat i was tryin 2 do i guess...She's veri compassionate...even after makin her angry she still able to hold back her cool...apologized 4 flaming up. O man...Makin a gal angry is the last thing i will ever do...because u dunnoe how evil women are..Dunno wat i'm thinkin...juz hope it doesn't makes mi fall deeper...

My bros think tat i like joycelyn...i like her as a frenx who clicked, a sister but definately not a lover...and y?

Joycelyn should noe...wat kind of gal i like, told her b4 there is no way we can or will b 2geter...when feeling is there...it's there...Xi huan jiu si Xi huan...dunno y i got accused...after doin so much 4 dem...

Onli appreciate the bad part meant to b good...especially melvin realli hurt mi by saeing i am hostile towards him...when did i ever did. Can't believe my ears...and i had been tryin 2 meet with him whenever he book out & get joycelyn 2 come also...and feel so happi for joy when Mel & her finally 2geter after doing so much tat onli tom & i who suffered with joy noe...

And the fakin Liyan who she think she is...y muz wait until underground den discuss....i dun care if i spoil the damn mood...i wan melvin 2 b damn clear or i rather joycelyn not 2 b hurt again...i muz sae i am not fair 2 melvin even though i noe him so much longer...but i realli dun like gal 2 get hurt....lucky he understands mi tat part.

Keep tellin dem u fakin understand or not....den still wanna keep on accusing tat i like joycelyn...even joy's gone 2 buy drink...big fak...in front of her i will still sae i dun like her...and stealin a gal tat my bro like is the fakin last thing i will ever do...den finally they got it...FaK!

Actualli got hurt most when i know the meanin of hostile and got corrected into saeing it's the distance between mi & mel get further...so juz act act...makin mi think i am 2pig...but realli dun wan the matter 2 get any worse...so 4get it...

Juz my rumbling...let mi sae out or i realli cannot take it...too stress liao...now it's 3.30am and got 2 wake up at 6am later...time 2 Zzzz...good nitez all!!!

2005-08-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

By the roadside....

2005-08-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

Wanted to take everybody...but failed liao

2005-08-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

Oily & sweaty face after the whole day...Phew~~~

2005-08-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

Suppose 2 b a candi shot...but tom prepared liao...lol...fast reaction!

2005-08-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

Having camera is a good thing...bcos u can juz take candi shot whenever u feel like it...lol...and den laugh at dem like wat i am doing now after tat...lol

2005-08-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

Happi ending....finally they are 2geter...Tom & me realli try quite hard 2 put dem 2geter...so happi 4 dem...=) Tom has done alot...should thanx him man ^5 !

2005-08-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

HAHhahhahaha....they haven prepare i take snapshot liao...lol

2005-08-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

Our 1 and onli group pic after eating outside tat taman hawker center...

2005-08-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

Candi shot again~~~

2005-08-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

so...Sweet...

2005-08-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hahhaha....ar ya ya ya ya...Joycelyn....is singing opera??LoL~~~~got feeling she gonna beat mi 4 posting this pic liao...lol

2005-08-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

Candi Shot...

2005-08-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

The hawker we went to for our dinner...not bad...

2005-08-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

Zi lian...lol

2005-08-16T21:24:00.000+08:00

My short hair look so long liao...tat's fast...onli 1 week!

2005-08-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

I look so fat...but tom so gao siao...so aiya heck care lah...juz post...GOING JIANFEI FROM 2DAY LIAO!!!!!

2005-08-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

I GROW FAT LIAO!!!!

2005-08-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

All spicy food....Phew.....my jian fei cannot succeed liao...HAizzz

2005-08-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

HAHahhaa....table so damn full...

2005-08-16T21:18:00.000+08:00

Potato leaves....if i am correct...lol...

2005-08-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

Sting ray....yum yum~~~~

2005-08-16T21:13:00.000+08:00

Fried Clayfish.....veri nice nice nice!!!!

2005-08-16T21:11:00.000+08:00

How does a Prawn laugh??? They goes "Hei Hei Hei~~~!"

2005-08-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

Their "Hao Jian" veri good...joycelyn recommend not bad...lol

2005-08-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

HHHhahaha...tom!!!

2005-08-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

Veri big mug of sugarcane juice at $3 ringgit each...Not bad hor??

2005-08-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

This is my fav song by 98 degrees dedicated to My bro Melvin & Dear Joycelyn....hope ya both b happi 2geter always...also the 1st part dedicated 4 myself...TAtta!!!!

My Everything

Written by Anders Bagge, Arnthor Birgisson, Justin Jeffre, Nick Lachey

[The loneliness of nights so long

The search for strength to carry on

My every hope had seemed to die

My eyes had no more tears to cry](1st part)

Then like the sun shined from up above

You surrounded me with your endless love

And all the things I couldn't see

Are now so clear to me

Chorus

You are my everything

Nothing your love won't bring

My life is yours alone

The only love I've ever known

Your spirit pulls me through

When nothing else will do

Every night I pray on bended knee

That you will always be

My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams

Are suddenly reality

You've opened up my heart to feel

The kind of love that's truly real

A guiding light that'll never fade

There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade

For the love you give and won't let goI hope you'll always know

Chorus

You're the breath of life in me

The only one that sets me free

And you have made my soul complete

For all time

Chorus

2day was a happening day...so much things happened...Wat a mixed feeling day...It's like Happi, Sad, Excited, Scared, Confused, Stunned, Lonely....so much feeling juz in a day...

I will post some pics tat we took when we went to Johore Bahru...A veri tired day...update more later...End here le...Good nitez & sweet dreams all... =)

2005-08-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hahahah...I REALLI ZI LIAN!!!

2005-08-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

Act sleeping...lol

2005-08-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

As usual...my fav side 2 take pic

2005-08-11T22:02:00.001+08:00

Bottom View~~~

2005-08-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

PAI KIA~~~~

2005-08-11T22:01:00.000+08:00

Right side view...Looks a bit weird when saw this pic...lol

2005-08-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

2005-08-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

SHORT HAIR LO~~~~~My face look bigger rite???

2005-08-11T21:49:00.000+08:00